Sometimes themes reveal themselves to you. A common thread becomes apparent in the tapestry of life, and you realize that Life, or the Universe, or God is whispering in your ear. Sometimes this happens at all once. A “Grand Revelation.” But sometimes it sneaks up on you, skirting the perimeter of your life until, finally, it envelopes you and startles you out of your ignorance.
Things have been happening around me. Not to me, mind you…but near me. People have passed away, people have had their home and security threatened, others have had their health compromised, and some have decided to make good on promises they made to themselves and dreams long since abandoned.
I have slowly come to realize that the thread that links these events around me is the fact that they all can be traced back to the accumulations that build up in our life…for better and for worse.
Death, which seems to hover around me, results from the accumulation of time. Those days that we are allotted fall away like pages from a calendar until finally there are no more pages left to pull.
I wonder how many days my calendar still holds.
A dear friend’s home was broken into. Her life’s accumulation of things, and memories, and mementos were rummaged through, strewn about, and stripped from her. So many irreplaceable things, lovingly picked out and arranged, the accumulation of a family’s life together...ripped away.
Others have succumbed to illnesses both big and small. Viruses and cancers and artery-clogging plaque accumulate within us, unseen to the naked eye...yet still taking a toll.
Another calendar page falls to the floor.
Fortunately, this is balanced out by the accumulation of hope and dreams and blessings. Those who had previously given up on themselves now find cautious courage as they take tentative steps towards long-forgotten dreams.
And here, in my own world, at my cluttered dining room table, I sit at my computer and peck away. The page-count grows, accumulating a bit more each day.
Word building upon word building upon word.