There is the writing I love...the writing that wakes me up at night whispering ideas. Then there is the writing that helps pay the bills. Certainly, until I get the novel finished, the two will likely remain quite separate.
The writing I love is so all encompassing that I scribble notes at stop lights, jots reminders on my arm with Sharpie, and chant bits of dialogue for fear of losing the idea before I can memorialize it.
The "other writing" can be a...chore. At times I feel like a rebellious ten year old, whining in her messy room, spending the day doing anything other than what needs to be done.
I had no idea that procrastination was so exhausting.
What do you do when there are thing to be done, but you can't quite make yourself do them?